November wasnt a good month after all. Cause lots of things happen in just a short time, but i believe everything happened for a reasons. I admit, the day when you chose to left me i was feeling terrible. Its like the end of my life, i couldnt bring myself up. I cried & cried. Friends were there for me, i really appreciate it. I locked myself up, once i was dismissed from school. I feel so depress. I thought i was strong enough to go through all this, but i was wrong.Sigh, i dont want to emo anymore. I hope everything will be fine as soon as possible. Please. I want to bring back that smile that was always on my face. ):