I just feel like saying this out, i feel being treated like a replacement of someone special in your heart each time you mentioned her out of nowhere. You used to compare us that's why i hate it even more.
& this is mine:
5years back, on 25th of may. I get to know someone who really changed my character. Someone who i wish i could met earlier. Someone who changed me into a cheerful person. Someone who made me grow up. We've been through lots of obstacles then we finally get together. Just for afew months, i could really feel his strong love.
We hardly get to meet one another. So we could only contact each other through smses & phone calls. We used to watch phua chu kang, living with lydia, mr bean & under one roof while talking on the phone. & when we could get to meet up is only friday. Because when i'm free, he would be having tuitions, school trainings, outside trainings & piano lesson. His only free time was my trainings days. So every friday, he would wait for me outside my classroom till i'm dismissed. & we would walk to his house, he get changed then we'll walked to places near my house cause he's tuition center is also near my house.
We would sit down & have a good chat, times when i could meet him always passed so fast till i cant bare to bid goodbye. Cause i feel so protected so secured with him. There's once when i was with him, it rains heavily in a sudden. He quicked get an umbrella from i-dont-know who & he shelter me with it. He's almost giving me the umbrella & he was drained. & he said cause he dont want me to be caught in the rain & fall sick.
At that moment, my heart really melted & i just feel like crying out. Its tears of joy, he made me feel so blissful. He showed me how a guy should dote his girlfriend. When i'm down, just a message from him could really made my day. I felt so grateful to god, because he was the greatest present i recieved on my birthday. I've got someone who treats me real good. Someone who has never raise his voice at me. Someone who has never get mad at me. Someone who has never hurt me physically & mentally. Someone who will never make/say words to disgrace me in front of others. Someone who changed me to be able to put on a smile everyday.
The day when we broke up, its just like the end of my life. I couldnt accept it, i took me years. I cried & cried all nights. Even during lessons, i would stared at something & unknowingly my tears will flow down my cheeks. He's the motivation. He's the reason why i attended school everyday. From that day , i know i've got to be strong, smile & shows people that i'm alright. Act like nothing happens when people mentions about him in front of me.
& this is mine:
5years back, on 25th of may. I get to know someone who really changed my character. Someone who i wish i could met earlier. Someone who changed me into a cheerful person. Someone who made me grow up. We've been through lots of obstacles then we finally get together. Just for afew months, i could really feel his strong love.
We hardly get to meet one another. So we could only contact each other through smses & phone calls. We used to watch phua chu kang, living with lydia, mr bean & under one roof while talking on the phone. & when we could get to meet up is only friday. Because when i'm free, he would be having tuitions, school trainings, outside trainings & piano lesson. His only free time was my trainings days. So every friday, he would wait for me outside my classroom till i'm dismissed. & we would walk to his house, he get changed then we'll walked to places near my house cause he's tuition center is also near my house.
We would sit down & have a good chat, times when i could meet him always passed so fast till i cant bare to bid goodbye. Cause i feel so protected so secured with him. There's once when i was with him, it rains heavily in a sudden. He quicked get an umbrella from i-dont-know who & he shelter me with it. He's almost giving me the umbrella & he was drained. & he said cause he dont want me to be caught in the rain & fall sick.
At that moment, my heart really melted & i just feel like crying out. Its tears of joy, he made me feel so blissful. He showed me how a guy should dote his girlfriend. When i'm down, just a message from him could really made my day. I felt so grateful to god, because he was the greatest present i recieved on my birthday. I've got someone who treats me real good. Someone who has never raise his voice at me. Someone who has never get mad at me. Someone who has never hurt me physically & mentally. Someone who will never make/say words to disgrace me in front of others. Someone who changed me to be able to put on a smile everyday.
The day when we broke up, its just like the end of my life. I couldnt accept it, i took me years. I cried & cried all nights. Even during lessons, i would stared at something & unknowingly my tears will flow down my cheeks. He's the motivation. He's the reason why i attended school everyday. From that day , i know i've got to be strong, smile & shows people that i'm alright. Act like nothing happens when people mentions about him in front of me.