Headed to school yesterday , role-play script handed in . An hour talk after school by polar (-.-)
Rushed back home to change & head to chiewchin's place . Touched on our project & volleyed awhile . Had lots of fun , trying to push one another down the bed ! ^^
I always have this kinda thinking running through my mind , i wish/want to foresee my future & even my next life . If something bad gonna happen soon , i can try to prevent it . Even though i know i cant , i'll still try my best . But for sure , i dont want to be like how i am now . & never want to meet someone like me . Cause i think i dont deserve any good .
I felt so stressed recently , i wonder how long will it takes for everything to be alright . Or rather , i'm the one causing all this unhappiness ? What has to be done to solve all this things ? & how to prevent from things happening again ? When can i be happy for one whole month , without being angry/sad/having those stupid thoughts ? I'm sick & tired of being a human being , really !
I want to feel the greatest pain )':