I spent everyday of my life in 2009 , happily . I seriously misses training hell lots . 2 training had been cancelled . & i hope they are not cancelling the one on this coming thursday . On last tuesday training , i really enjoyed myself . Because i put my whole heart in during training . I want to perform better than that . All in need , is my confidence .

Anyway , friday was the last day of school & we are having our 3weeks holiday . Is it good or bad ? Bad i suspose . Because we've got project & role-play script to be submitted . & goh sinwei is happily enjoying her holiday in dont know which part of thailand . (hey , i'm waiting for your return . I miss you & your nonsense) .

Went back to wrs on saturday with qianwen , managed to train awhile with them . Left early & headed home . Met up dearest to buy his stuff . We started our project today , & we are only left with our report writting . But i'm still left with my role-play script )': Anyway , i just cant forget a particular action that kathleen did today . I dont why , i miss going school already . I miss all those laughing in class . 3weeks , how long can it be ?

Something happen today . I'm sorry , i dont know how to react . Perhaps it takes time to heal . For now , i'm letting go .