Well , obviously this picture & the the title meant something . That was what i wanna say from the botttom of my heart . Therefore , i wont be typing in details here . Secret , keeping it to myself :/
Anyway , i've left my blog not updated for 4days . So now , i decided to type something . Hah ! If not , the same post will still be there . I've been spending my time at home , i meant today looking for blogskin . So , what i can say is i found none of it that i fancy . As for the sake of changing , i'll use this currently . I'll change it immediately once i found a nice nice one :D
I went to the hospital yesterday together with mummy & sis to visit ahgong . I think the last time i saw him was during 2008 chinese new year . Yet , i realise he lost so much weight . So so skinny compared to the last time i saw him . I saw him being injected for afew times , it was really heart broken okay . & i nearly cried out . He've got so many bruises on his arm & it was the injection & needles which causes it . By looking at the bruises , you'll know how pain it is .
& seriously , i hate those nurses over there . They are so rough , they do things as if they are being forced to do . Or should i say , they are taking salary for nothing . Coming to work , but end up doing nothing just sit there & cross leg ? It probably happened in every hospital . Of course , there's some really nice & caring nurses (:
Yesterday , i eventually saw something that i've never seen before . I saw an old lady struggling in pain in the opposite ward , someone pressed the emergency alarm for her . In less than 2mins , i saw 2 doctors & more than 5 nurses running in . They pulled the curtain , so actually i wasnt able to see what's happening inside . By chance , i get to see it because afew nurses ran in & out , & they forgot to pull the curtain . I saw the doctors , pressing their both hands of the old lady's heart (you should know what i mean) , its kind of like cpr but they didnt do mouth to mouth lah . After half an hour , i heard a nurse talking to the other nurse . She said "She died already !" I mean , she actually shouted across the other ward .
Awhile later , i saw mumbers of people running towards her bed & then cried . I told my mum , & she says its normal . There'll be numbers of people dying in a day . How scary can it be ? Now , i understand why my dad & mum always say "见一个人最后你面 , 真的很痛苦" .
I'm somehow excited , because dad's buying a new phone for me tomorrow . I've been waiting for years :/ & finally , the day had come . Hohoh ! I love my dad many many (Alot of heart!)