Partner called me in the morning , we chatted for an hour on the phone . Telling her what actually happen in the past . I felt rather relief now . I was thinking the whole day , i think i only slept for an hour . Perhaps what natasha said made some senses though . Should i forgive ? But no matter how hard i tried , i can never forget it once happened . There will always be a thorn in between us . No matter how we/i try there will still be .

Godddd ! I'm getting paranoid soon . Chatted in msn with qianwen last night , i felt so much better . After venting out my anger . & thanks to that great stupig {Stupid pig} , Jordon Foo !
Lmao . He said he's a badminton pro . Play badminton , racket break into two . Play basketball , the ring drop down . Play base ball , bat fly . Play volleyball , the ball burst . Lesson for him is , dont be too action , if not he's retribution will be buying a racket everytime he breaks one . Awwww ! Someone didnt online yesterday . I'm going to scold him ! :/ I want to talk to him , ask him for advise . Dumbass !

Wahlaoooooooooooooooooooooo ! I dont care already lah , i'm going gym in the evening .

Mood : Worn out
Music : So What - Pink . Time checked , 9:15pm

Life is full of unexpected , including good/bad things :/

I'm back from gym . I was earlier than partner , so i went for threadmill first . I almost faint after 18minutes of run without stopping/walking/strolling . Went to the toliet straight , to cool myself down . Waited for partner , while resting . Saw wilson & his friends . Partner came after that , left gym at 5 plus . Bought drinks & sat at the bus stop .

That's when crapping & laughter begins . I think i should apologise to partner , because i admit i was really noisy today . Because i talked non-stop , i was telling her lots of unhappy stuff i suppose . I was letting out all my angers . Anyway , thanks for listening & bearing with all my nonsenses today . I'm being such a freaking talkative girl today lah ! :/

I admit i was really touched when i read it , & was kind of surprise at the same time . I appreciate it , give me sometime . What i need now is time ! I'm not sure how much time i need . So let natural takes it course . Anyway i've never thought of winning either do i want to lose . I was about to put everything aside , but you choose to dig out everything again .