Changing (?)

Mood : In great pain
Music : When I Grow Up - Pussycat doll

It wasnt how it was suppose to be

I slept really late last night , chatted with someone . Told him about things i've never told anyone before . I didnt know what i told him my personal stuff , really personal (no one knows it) . But anyway , he's great . He'll give me good advise & he's indeed a good listener(?) . Hahah ! Went to bed straight after i've offline . I wasnt sleepy , so was thinking of all those things that i've told him . Somehow i felt sad about about it , but everything is beyond my control . Perhaps , i should just forget it

Alright , i woke up at 9plus . Bathed & get ready . Left house at 11pm , bus-ed to causeway & took 161 to hougang sports hall . Really long journey , i nearly fall asleep . Reached at 12plus , saw the boys team played , ohmygod ! They were so powerful can ? Left the sports hall at 3plus , headed to causeway with partner , joanne , chinyee, yvonne , serene & qianwen . Packed food & went up to goods lift . Crapped & laughed , a guard came up to chase us saying that we were not suppose to sit there == All of us went home after that .

Anyway , qianwen if you are reading this . Dont think too much , its over . No point blaming yourself . As what you told me just now , you said you did your best . & i think you played well , you improved too so does the team (:

Rawrrrrrrr ! I felt the pain on my back , really pain pleaseeeeeeee ! I want to sleep , i want to chop off my leg . Am i random (?) :/ Lolllll ! This is what i think : Things are changing , the world is changing so those people . Maybe i've changed too (: