Current Music : Blogsong
I just want to be alone for now . I need lots of time to get things over . I've tried my best , i really did . But things isnt so simple & easy like i thought . My intention was just to solve everything , but it turns out another way . Its worst . I wish i could wash my hands off everything . But i couldnt , i wouldnt want anyone to regret in the end .
But seriously , if i'm anyone of you , i would act as if nothing happen . This is what i've learnt to be , & i'm pro at it now . Because this is not the right time to quarrel or angry with anything . Few more months to go , why cant people understand . I really dont know why wont things turn out to be like this , & who to blame ?
Talked to mum just now , she told me everything about brother . Finally , she's willing to tell me upon be asking . My brother's name is Benjamin , weijie . How i wish my brother is still alive , i wish to see him . & mum also told me how did my grandfather died (father's dad) . Mum said he's a really nice person , i wish to see him as well . But he died before i was born in fact he passed away before my parents get married . She said 每个人生下来就是来受罪的 . 有谁这一辈子不会做错事 . Which i think it really make sense .
Labels : I dont know what's more i can do , decision still lies with all of you . Think twice .