One word to decribe today TERRIBLE

She talked to me , qianwen & wee teng about that stuff
She say we have to face the punishment , we agreed
& we also apologised to the whole team .
So everything is solved !

We started free spike & then sparring with seniors
Bascially the team did well lah :D
Thats great ! But i felt that even if we did well in the team , she wont praise us
Whatever ! I dont care either =.=
Did some drills after that .

After training , Coach talk to us again
& coach caught us for covering yvonne , wee teng backstabbed us . WTF !
Coach scolded us , in the end we were suspended for training
I'm sorry to those people who have been putting efforts for all training ):

I'm fucking piss off that wee teng actually sabo-ed us can
Is like we trusted her so much & in the end she did this
By sabo-ing us , coach is even angry with us lah
& now the whole team kena suspended .
& now like only you are the only one not suspended from training
You are happy right ? arent you ?
Coach can now forcus on you !
You are a gold bar to coach lah , happy ?
You dare to sabo us & you cried in the end eh .
& stop showing us your fucking face lah . I feel like giving you one tight slap !

& another bitch , dare to be late but dont dare to face the punishment .
HUM JI LAH !
Worst still , you even want us to delete your name in our post .
FUCK CAN !
So peh cek loh . why is our team like that ? sabo here & there

Maybe what mummy say is true , at the first place she already have the
Intention to leave so now she want to push all the blame to us & find a
Reason to leave us . ):
I'm so confuse now !
Admit also die , dont admit also die .

This world is changing , really changing very fast )':
I really want the camp to go on .
Cause it will be the last camp to me , I want those memories back
I miss those days when we have fun

I really think that coach should stand in our position & think
We are a team after all .
We cant be sabo-ing one & another , that will really break our relationship
I really dont want to lose those teammates .
Like yvonne , serene , wanyi , joanne & qianwen )':

MY WORLD IS TURNING UPSIDE DOWN !
I'M SO STRESS LAH !
NO MATTER WHAT COACH OR MISS LIM WILL NEVER STAND BY US
THEY WILL ONLY LISTEN TO OTHER SIDE OF STORY
BUT NOT OUR SIDE OF STORY
THAT ISNT FAIR TO US !
TO US IT SEEMS LIKE YOUR ARE PICKING ON US !
ITS OBVIOUS THAT YOU ARE BIASED

People are being so selfish
& i'm fucking piss off lah .
I'm just thinking , why cant i lead a simple life ?
Why do i have to face all those stuff .
I'm really tired lah .