I'm boring at home ):
I should have gone to school even i've swollen ankle
Its better than staying at home

Things arent going smoothly for me D:
I felt so stressed
& i've never have such a feeling before , its killing me
I'm praying hard that things will get back to the past , the happy moments
That were spent together

Okay , thats enough , i'm going down to Toa payoh
I'll continue when i'm back (:

I'm back
Took bus 232 from Toa payoh & reached Pei Chun Public School
Its been years since i went there
After dropping the form , took bus down to Junction 8
& from bishan took mrt to Jurong East
Went to Fugi ice palace to find Serene
I'm kind okay , I bought her flavourite tako ball
& she say she will lend me LINZHIYIN for a day
A day only , its not enough okay , i want forever lah
By the way , Linzhiyin is mine loh , i dont need her to lend me


I've cried .
I'm sad , I'm down
I realise i'm such a failure , things happen & i couldnt help at all ):
I've tried my best to be one , I really do
But no ones seems to understand
When people are feeling unhappy or sad , they just say out
But what about me , can i ?
Have i ever tell anyone how i feel ?
Like what she says to me

You have to enourage your teammates when they are down / cried
If you are down / cried , you have to enourage yourself

Others might think its easy
But its isnt easy , how i wish everyone will try being in the position of mine
& they will know how i feel
I felt like giving up , i cant hold on any longer

However , i'm glad .
At least i still have My COOKIE MONSTER & HAOPENGYOU to cheer me up
What they have said really brighten up my day (:
Especially COOKIE MONSTER (serene)
I LOVE HER ALOT ALOT
& HAOPENGYOU TOO
This is what serene says :
If this the way , i rather you not be , at least i still can see the smile on your face
No matter what behlow , i'm always here :D

SERENE TAN SHU LING :D
Thanks ! for being there for me always
I'm glad to have you
Every minutes that were spent with you , i really cherish
& thanks for giving me those happy mermories
Although you always act cute in front of me , I still love you lah
Since you treated me so good , I'll share my LINZHIYIN with you .
Monday , wednesday , Friday his yours
Tuesday , Thursday & saturday his mine (:
& Sunday his free
The bracelet is meant for me de hor
& its call ZHONGXIAYEXUELING , got it ?
wahahahah
If i'm a guy i'll love you like siao :D
Little Miss Bossy ♥ Little Miss Shy(although everyone know you not shy , especially joanne)

I did well for my english paper one (:
Yeah ! *Clap *Clap
I'll workhard & be in top 10 next year
Perhaps its a big fat hope :X
But nevermind , i'll still try :D

Can you not tell .... ?
Do you need me kneeling down & beg you ?
I just dont wish to see this team being disband
Its over already , just forget it can ?

How i wish i wouldnt have to face all this problems
I wish i could run as far as i could
I'm not daring enough to face all this problems
But i'm still thinking to find ways to solve it , why do you have to make it worse ?
By telling her .
Do you know , if you tell her , serene will be the one leaving ?
She say she will take all responsibility ?
Please lah , this is a serious matter okay , think before you act
Do you know if you really tell her , you will tuo lei the others

Gosh ! everything turns upside down .

SERENE TAN LISTEN CAREFULLY ,
NO MATTER WHAT , I WONT LET / SEE YOU FALL !
So dont ever try to take this responsibilty okay
Cause i'll never let you do that
So what if you are injure , at least your heart is still with us
& you injured during training , so i wont let you suffer / sacrifice for the team anymore
This is an order , & you have to obey !

为了你一时的生气而牺牲其他人 ， 这样公平吗 ？值得吗 ？
你一定要看到这样的场面才会开心吗 ？
我知道这一切都不是你照成的 ， 但如果这件事传到她的耳朵 ，我能够担保你会思去你的队员
我希望你不会那么志丝

i mean what i say